For those who didn’t earn to stay

For you,

Whose made life’s agenda to hurt me,

I created the world of wild cats on entry and infinite lava covered forest,

Burn your desperate tongue while you crawl in your poisonous spit.

Go ahead, put your pity step on its ground.

I created the place where I don’t feel,

Or care to speak language of politeness.

To you,

Cruel and cowardly ones,

Who touched and crossed over my carefully cherished place,

I built a country

Where no free streets are left to walk on

To accommodate kindness or forgiveness.

It isn’t made of my heartbeats,

And it’s not meant to scream justice,

Or to uselessly reveal the truth,

Sadness chased my breath away because you powered through my being.

You pleased your inner monsters, laughed hysterically, celebrated…

you sick son of a bitch

For you,

Who stood in your madness upon arriving,

Protesting to your emptiness

You stay there,

Play your angry games with your mates,

And hold onto the thrills of hurt

That use to pull my heart out.

My boat is departing to the colors of bright shores.

You didn’t earn to stay in my world.

100 thoughts on “For those who didn’t earn to stay

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  2. I appreciate you commenting on and liking posts on my blog. Great art by the way! Do you have any that would be geared towards what I write about on my blog so I could feature your art there?

    • Thank you so much. I would be glad to do that. Is there anything you would like me to paint (its my pleasure and at the same time great idea for me to try) with you post that would match in the way you wish? You give me an idea, and i give you painting next week 🙂

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  4. Thanks for digging my most recent poem … I always get a kick when I stop by sites of those whove liked my work and I actually like their work as well … keep up the good work and stay inspired

    • I love to be inspired by plain mind , mostly faces, …My friends also love to send me pictures (with family or just them ) so i try that too …which sometimes look really funny. Sometimes i see picture that i like and do my own version of it with memory ,just different colors …or magazines …but those from “mind’s eye ” are just more true me 🙂

  5. Unique style and seems combo many painting styles. Let me know if you care to guest post on my Wednesdays. Perhaps review my Wednesdays posts see what I mean. Glad you visited my blog as always looking to hook up with talent display to my followers.

  6. Your artwork is beautiful. My favorites on this page would be the city and the ocean scenes. Your viewers can probably see that you put a lot of heart into your work. They seem to depict a peaceful, happy essence. It’s lovely.

    • Thank you Charron :)…I mainly paint woman (obsessed with eyes somehow ),but lately challenging myself with different things. Today i’ll try to do opera house in my town…cross your fingers .I’ll search Monet right after this … Thanks for a little coffee chat 🙂

  7. I am in love with your paintings. What an amazing collection you have here. Thank you for sharing and thank you for taking the time to stop by my blog x

    Ishaiya

    • I am in love hearing that and making those paintings…thank you so much Ishaiya :)…i just have figured out existance of your great blog that i will follow for sure 🙂

  8. Your beautiful connection to the art of life reminds me of my own ancient wish: “To soar once more in spirit, like the Pecan Park Eagle, in flight destiny to all that is bright and beautiful.” Keep up the good work and happy play. And thank you for visiting my Blog.

  9. Your work is so amazing. I love the portraits and the landscapes are just as beautiful. The colors draw me in. Thank you, you made me feel like I just left the museum. Thank you also, for following my poetry. I’m glad I could stumble on this treasure chest!

  10. Your art is world famous-style and quality. Also I love the dark background of the blog like mine even though writers are taught to keep it simple and easy to read. Well I find it easier to read on a dark surface.

  11. My favourite is the small one of the woods with couple kissing or embracing Can’t make out if it is two females or male and female? Also the fountain with the detailed old buildings is amazing plus the sunami effect rushing up to walls of houses. The detail in the buildings deserves an award as it must have been so difficult.

    • I am guessing your favorite painting is the one with me and my husband ….you made me laugh there, …i always had terrible time capturing a man (mostly turn out like weird looking mix of two genders hahahaha) …that suppose to be a man … omg, so funny…still laughing.
      I am glad i made it believable on that other painting . That building is from the place where, long long time ago, president of Yugoslavia Tito use to vacation. Its remodeled now,but my point while painting was to remember my “use to be” Country before war…vanished one day and re builded another .
      You always giving me comments that truly making me feel great about things i do.
      Cheers to you Anna. 🙂 !!!
      Just to mention, i am not here as often as before, i am sorry if i missed out some of your posts…I’ll make it up on my day off work 🙂

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  13. have you AXUALLY been to the Utah Canyonlands? — to do that pixure of the canyons, with river carving thru’ it … (oh, only 100 miles, a little more, from my house!)

    • Thanks Nicole…Yes Diana is completely taking over … surprising me all the time with drawings and poems …and by the way she grew up , she is as tall as i am , she is lately even more like me …and another one is slowly catching up he he. Big hello to you and happy spring 🙂

      • she is very talented just as her mom is ..yes they grow so fast it will not be long and the other one will be there faster than you want must be the coffee lol 🙂 😉 it was great to hear from you 🙂 🙂 🙂 hope all is well and yes a BIG happy spring to you as well… had enough cold and snow talk to you later. write soon …..

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